in this day... i layed here in bed..i feel so trapped here... everywhere i look there she is..... i cant get away.. so i lay here in bed... my own bed which has now become my prison...i cant go outside because shes everywhere... and i cant stay home because shes still in my thoughts... thoughtless however....laying awake at night ... with noone ..here but you in my mind... not wanted.. but still....this may sound stupid.. but i love you no matter what you ever do to me ... and i wanted you to know that... im better now.... so they say.. and tell me to say it so i dont seem so .. easy... easily preyed upon by lovers like you... seek out the we
i wake up here..not sure where i am yet... i see... i feel you here and im drowning .. but also falling .. my last breath is imminent.. but thats ok i feel comfortable..i feel at peace now.. i wasnt meant for this world anyway... besides your just mad because your afraid of leaving life... and im afraid of living... and in this blood filled room... my memories hang... in pictures and lost friendships..they shouldnt of made shotguns so cheap... anyway i get a discount on bullets... its 6:00 a.m. now.. everyones awake and wondering where i am ... im in my room but im sleepin in your eyes.. your my eternity now...this life was taken by my finger
well here is another day... mine started out with hope.. but ended just like any other... i wanted to have a good time... i did.. but i feel like a burden to you... oh ... ok.. if you say so........well tell me something... how could you have ever felt comfortable knowing what you were keeping from me... i thought i was your friend.... i was nice to you...i drove you around...aimlessly..and didnt even ask for gas money.... i gave you free clothes and fed you ..... and this is what i get from you "friend" .... i trusted you not to touch her... not to rob her of me .... she was mine... and even though ...nevermind i just thought you cared..i th
your beauty drips down...on the side
your lips are tinted blue
from choking you...i
swept aside your black hair..
so i could could taste your cheeks...
your bleeding me...this could have been...so,
im gasping in your breath..this love is endless
and so are you...
youll never quite understand..
what you can do to me...im dreaming in her...
i drink your heart...
my hand pressed firm on your mouth..
trying to stop you from... passing out..
dont do it anymore....you silly girl
so uneducated in the ways of love...
like liquid we fall down this endless world...
streaming in....
eachother we cross ...the broken hearts..i
never...